J is for Joy.

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Title: J is for Joy. (10/26)
Pairing: Nove.
Disclaimer: Please dont sue me i've got so little to give!
Warnings: Swearing
Summary: "Joy is a net of love by which you can catch souls."- Mother Teresa of Calcutta.
A/N: I'm gonna try and do all the letters of the alphabet. if it goes shit wrong, then sorry. hehe IGNORE AGE! :)
Previous Parts: A is for Artist. , B is for Ballroom. , C is for Children. , D is for Dads. , E is for Electro. , F is for Fairy Tale. , G is for Gorilla and Gary Numan. , H is for Her Come Take Me Home Eyes. , I is for Indecent Exposure.

 

Mike sighed. "Well, its clear to me you've diagnosed yourself with dysthymia and you've drawn wild conclusions from it." He lisped.
Noel turned around. "I dont know what that MEANS!" He hissed.
"Its a low-grade depression and-"
"I'm not depressed Mike! I'm going mad! My god, this man I'm even seeing things for christs sake!!"
"And what about Dave?"
"GODDAMN YOU! Why do you always have to change everything around?! It's not about Dave!"
"It's always been about Dave! And dont shout at me! You asked for my help, so I'm helping you! You're not going crazy Noel, you're just drunk and upset, you havent slept in 2 days-"
"Michael! Stop shrinking me! You didnt see this guy okay. He wasnt real. He had scribbles for eyes and he was in the train station then he wasnt and on the video and-"
"Noel! Noel. Calm down! Get some sleep. In the morning you wont remember a thing. You need to apologise to Dave."
"I tried! He wont listen!" Noel lowered his voice. "I'm scared Mike."
Mike sighed. "Noel-"
"He said he'd wait. Wait for what? I dont know what I'm supposed to do-"
"Noel! Hes a figment of your overactive imagination he's not real-"
"He is real! Humour me."
"Okay. I'm humouring you.. Why?"
Noel's eyes watered. "I saw him."

*

Dave rolled over with a grin on his face.
His hand plummeted down onto a cold sheet.
He opened his eyes and his smile faded.
He checked his mobile. No new messages.
"Wakey wakey. Hands off snakey." Noel croaked.
Dave sat up.
Noel was pouring cans of paint all over his own canvases.
"What the fuck are you doing?!" Dave asked.
"Making my art. Doesnt that mean anything to you?"
"Kinda, yeah!"
"Well then."
Dave shook his head. "You think you're so smart but you're just fuckin mad!" He got out of bed. As he approached the door he heard Noel muttering to himself
"He's like the jelly fox. He's like the jelly fox. Look at him he's like the jelly fox. He's not there. I still look at him but he's not even there. He's in the window. Can you see him? Chrissy can you see him?"
Dave turned and looked at Noel, staring out of the window.
"You're leaving me arent you?" Noel asked.
Dave sighed. "Shit."
"I know you."
"Noel. What's happening to you?"
Noel looked up at him. "Do you hate me?"
Dave cleared his throat. "Little bit."
Noel nodded. He picked up Dave's craft knife and ran into the bathroom.
"Shit. Jesus!" Dave followed. "Noel!"
Noel slammed the door in his face and locked it.
"Noel! Dont do this!"
"I'm not doing it! I'm undoing it!"
"Noel!" Dave thumped on the door. "Shitting hell. Babe open the door!"
Noel turned around and shrieked, seeing the man in the fedora stood in the bathtub.
"I told you to think about it." He said, his voice didnt sound like it belonged to him.
"No." Noel whispered. "No! FUCK OFF!"
"Noel please open the door!" Dave panicked.
The man in the fedora looked up at Noel, his eyes still scribbled out. "What are you doin' to yourself boy? I aint done with you yet!"
Noel looked down at his hand, and saw he'd plunged the stanley knife into his wrist.
His whole body flooded with pain. 
"No." Noel shook his head. He looked up. The man had gone. "Fuck! No!"
"Open the door!"
"NO!"
"Noel please open the door."
Noel pulled the blade from his hand and threw it across the floor.
"Noel please dont hurt yourself! I wanna help you. I dont know what's going on but I can help."
"No you cant! You're just like the rest! No one believes me! I'M NOT CRAZY!"
"I never said you were. Just.. Please come out, we can talk."
"I dont wanna talk Dave! You turned your back on me and I'm sorry! I'm sorry I hurt you! I'm sorry I fucked up everything! I'm sorry you hate me!"
Noel started to go light headded, blood gushing down his fingertips to the floor. "You know I love you."
Dave closed his eyes. "I cant."
"I want an ending to my screenplay life."
"Dont say that! NOEL!"
"I dont want it to be this way, but sometimes it has to be!"
"NOEL!" Dave sobbed, thumping his fist against the door. "Noel! Dont... I lo- I love you!"
"Dont say that!"
"I love you!"
"NO YOU CANT!"
"What is happening?"
Noel shook his head. "I dont know." He sobbed.
Noel started swaying. "Oh god." He whispered. "Tell Tilly I'm sorry."
"Sorry for what?! Open the fucking door right now! I swear to god Noel Fielding I will kill you if you kill yourself!"
Noel dropped to his knees. "It was your knife Dave." He told him.
Dave choked on his own words.
"It's always been you." He sat back and parted his legs, propping himself up against the bathtub he let his head fall back.
The man in the fedora was there again. Looking down on him like some anti-Jesus. "You know your brother was right.."
Noel opened his eyes up at him. "Why are you doing this?"
The man shrugged. "I didnt do anything. This is all you. You broke the thread that helped Dave keep you sane when you slept with that woman.."
Noel's eyes drooped.
"Sweet dreams Noel Fielding."

Comments

[colabottles.livejournal.com]

Ahhhhh, what! I need a happy ending!!
I'm just holding on to the fact that this is only J and hoping that you plan to go all the way to Z.
SAVE HIM DAVE!!! :')
(btw that Fedora guy is very creepy.)

[natawie.livejournal.com]

i'm planning on going all the way to z.

it might be a bit bleak for a bit though, seeing as though noel's like... technically ded

[coffie-buff-1.livejournal.com]

Noo he's NOT dead =(

You can't kill him..
Dont kill him =|


(Thank you for writing these so fast - they have to be the best thing i've read in a long time!)

[natawie.livejournal.com]

awh thank you :)

[colabottles.livejournal.com]

I agree with the fast thing - it's a joy to read something so good without having to wait for days/weeks for the next bit! :D

[w0ndd3rl4nd.livejournal.com]

okay, i know i said i liked insane noel but suicidal noel is something different all together. please make him better... D;

[naddypants.livejournal.com]

OGM Noel. :'(
Please be undedified!
Save him Dava!
Jump through the window like a wiley gorilla or knock the door down.

C'mon!

*is really glad there are 16 more letters*
:)

[thecatinthetree.livejournal.com]

scarey scare man